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Sunday, August 7th, 2005

Subject:~Nyaaaahahahaha~
Time:1:38 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
I have a new journal!

oblueskycomplex feel free to add me *nudges pointedly* *wink wink*

And someone should make me a layout for it >.>

((Dinner at the Martin's tonight T__________________________T ))
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Sunday, July 31st, 2005

Subject:Uwaaaah
Time:3:45 pm.
Mood: excited.
Kimmy, Vanessa, Chris, Nathan, Ryan, Josh, John and other people should be getting back either today or tomorrow from Creation.

I just learned the tutuition for Ritsumeikan Keisho is so expensive for the Japanese kids. And...It's a private, really, really saught after school. And it means...I have to work my butt off because........I might have to wear a Japanese school girl uniform!! Dx. Maybe they won't make the foreign kid wear one! *hopeful eyes*

My grandpa is learning Chinese XDDD
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Tuesday, July 26th, 2005

Subject:Mah Jong O_
Time:12:12 am.
Mood: confused.
WEnt over to John's tonight and played Mah Jong and Halo 2. Chris, Ryan and Nathan were there, and, ugh, I can't stand Nathan. Unfortunetly, Josh still wanted to know why I was mad at him and tracked me down...Which wasn't hard since he lives right next door to John. So, knowing I couldn't avoid him any longer, I went outside and talked to him. He's such a sweet guy *pokes fingers together* And he likes me, too..And some of the things he said to me were so super nice T_T. *boots self repeatedly* He said that he still liked me, and he was so so sorry that it seemed like he was avoiding me. And he said he guess he had been avoiding me because he still liked me and because I was always hanging around with John. And, he said that I'm the first good choice John has made in a long time and all this T_T. So I said we should hang out one on one when he gets back from Creation. *pokes fingers together sadly*

*sighs* Oh well, no use worrying about it..Angsty fanfiction, here I come!...Just kidding XD

John's gunna buy me something at Creation. Better be shiny and in the form of jewlery >.>
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Monday, July 25th, 2005

Subject:Whooo~
Time:3:12 pm.
Mood: bored.
Got to ride in Mistah John's car the other day, it's nice and it's cool because he practically fixed it up himself. Speaking of Mistah Johnathan, he's going to Creation in Washington for like...4 days =(. My mum's b-day is today so I don't think I will be able to hang out tonight and when John called, "Whyyyy? I have to leave in two-days =( =( =("...Oh man >.<.

Kimmy wants me to go to Creation next year, though XD...But, in Washington? Ieeee >_> j00 scary amerheecahns. Ryan convinced them that up here in Canada we have purple grass and if you live one minute over the border you live in an igloo *snort* Er..Josh and Kimmy were ragging on John last night saying I would get jealous if John met the girls at Creation that he talked to last year. Should I be jealous? I don't think so O_o.

Whooo~ I've started having weird dreams again. Once which involved me flirtting back to a hott asian guy and John getting jealous O_o. Stay away from asian MEEEENNNSS. And, speaking of Asian mens, I wish Alex was here, he was fun =(.

Dave hasn't gotten around to training me to do more stuff for the buisness. I want to leeeeaaarrrn (And get money) and leeeeeeaaarn (and get money >.>) >__>.

I went over to Kristin's last night and we watched the Japanese version of Dark Water. It was scary until the part that made me burst out laughing. What the hell is with Japan...Watery deaths...And little girls with long black hair hanging in their faces? >_>
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Saturday, July 23rd, 2005

Subject:Wow. This hurts more than I thought it would.
Time:11:48 pm.
Mood: weird.
[Kyo] Ahiru no ko says:
Hey, Kimmy, do you approve of me going out with John? Because it seems you don't. And ever since that happened, you and Josh have pretty much stopped talking to me. I mean, your brother and I used to at least get along, but now he barely talks to me...

Do the chickens have large tallons?lol- Napoleon Dynamite says:
i got to go tho...bye jess

[Kyo] Ahiru no ko says:
That just proves me point.

[Kyo] Ahiru no ko says:
Thanks Kimmy

Obviously, I'm ugly duckling, and she's "lol-Napolean Dynamite". Kimmy has always been one of my best friends.Though, she always takes things to seriously, and I called her today and she barely talked to me and said she had to pack for creation...Which is on Tuesday. *sighs* Wow, ouch, this really hurts, ha ha...Ha.

Tonight was fun though, I always thought Ryan was a real jerk, but we really clicked tonight X3. Seriously, I have never had that much fun playing a chinese gambling game. But, his mom made me two cups of REALLY strong coffee and gave me coke o.o...I'm going to be up all night when this kicks in.
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Tuesday, July 19th, 2005

Subject:I'm done with it.
Time:5:53 pm.
Mood: confused.
By "it", I mean dating. I'm done with it. And, yes, I have my reasons, which I will, to convince myself, list.

1. Dating is stupid and most surley a waste of my time.

2. My boyfriend's ex girlfriends keep coming into conversations in not very good ways. As in Josh saying, "John doesn't make very good decisions" Thanks. That makes me feel warm and cozy, doesn't it? Especially when his last girlfriend was a *****.

3. I'm going to Japan in a year for a year. So, who cares? =/

4.I spent alot of time with him today, and he didn't even touch me, didn't even give me a hug goodbye. Which makes me feel real great, since he was practically snogging Michelle every chance he got.

5. When Kristen asked if we were going out today he hesitated, "....Yeah". Great.

He's coming over tonight. Ugh >.<. I'm glad I was able to vent to Roi, though, since TC's modem exploded XD. *sighs* Oh well o.o;
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Sunday, July 10th, 2005

Subject:*bangs head on desk*
Time:11:19 pm.
Mood: weird.
I AM SO STUPID! *BANG BANG BANG* STUPID STUPID STUPID!

WHY DIDNT I *bang* SAY *bang* ANYTHING?! DDDxxx
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Subject:What you say?! Shiggidy shwooooo~~
Time:7:49 pm.
Mood: loved.
~ Whoa. It has been a pretty busy summer, really busy. @.@ I got back from camping at Kookanuska awhile ago, but, as I've said, been busy ((I came back wensday)). And, drumroll please, I am now John's girlfriend. Dun dun dun. On wensday he asked me out and that night we went on a "double date" with Chelsea and Daryll. I've been spending so much time with John, it's incredible @.@

The day before yesterday, I was at John's house and then we watched Cellular ((You know, the movie that the girls name is JESSICA MARTIN. Wow, could that have got anymore embarassing? XD )) and then yesterday, hung out with John, Kristin, Kimmy, Ryota, and Josh at his and Kimmy's house. I was expecting Kristin to say something when she saw John and I together at Kimmy's but, she didn't say anything O_o. Geez, that's so uncharacteristic. Usually she has something to say about whose going out with who. So, tonight I'm going to another jam session...Another way to embaress myself because an absolutley awesome guitarist will be there. Aaaand, I lost the chords mistah timm-eh gave me for the Chorus =_=. I have the verse down but...*#%(.

God, he said something last night that really made me think. And, now I'm wondering, how can I leave for Japan for a year now? I mean, sure, I don't know how long John and I will be going out, but...What he said...((TC, you know what he said ._.;; )). So, what am I supposed to do?


My nails are lime green. It's scary.
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Friday, July 1st, 2005

Subject:Haha. Psyche XD
Time:1:01 am.
Mood: confused.
Okay, so, today started off badly, I'll admit that ^_^; After John called me I went and angrily roller bladed. Little did I know I had no break left= Huge hill. So, huge hill I made it down, small hill gave me a little program as I plumetted to the ground XD *groans and looks at her road burned leg and elbow* I was all bloody going down the street after that, it was pretty cool ((my wrist, butt, and leg still hurt like hell, though XD))

Then, I limped home and did some computer work for Dave, nothing big, just loading a system. I still made me some money though XD. Then, John called...And everybody got together and watched a movie at josh's place. Pssh, Nathan thinks he's so smart >.<. Eh, before we all went into Kimmy's, I pulled John aside and talked to him @.@. I basically went for it and took someone's advice and told him that I liked him ((Wow. That sounds stupid)) And he said he felt the same and then...Yeah X3 =X *not telling* XD

Yeah, going to Kookanooska with Murphy for a week tomorrow. So, you won't see me for awhile. And I won't see....People T_T;;
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Thursday, June 30th, 2005

Subject:I don't think the 'string' on my dream catcher is string Dx
Time:11:01 am.
Mood: crushed.
Okay, so, I phoned John last night and asked him to hang out today. ((Crap. Today is....Today Dx))So, with my Twinchan's advice and someone else's in my pocket, I'm going to tell him @.@. I'll follow my horoscope, because I'm retarted and I'll automatically assume it's talking about a certain person. Eh, you only live once right? And what's the worst that could happen? I don't think I really care about rejection anymore, it's better to know than to sit here wondering. So, I'm gunna go for it...Wish me luck, please? T_T

Edit: He finally called me, he sounded so unenthusiastic and just...I just said forget hanging out today. So, with that single movement I ruined everything because...God. Forget it. No more boys and no more whining about them. I knew my luck would run out, so, it doesn't matter, does it? I'll just regret it, like TC said I would.
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Tuesday, June 28th, 2005

Subject: Astrology
Time:6:06 pm.
Mood: geeky.
What can you say when the Sun, Mercury, Venus and Saturn are holed up in Cancer staring at you from across the cosmos? The relationship zone of your chart is highly charged and someone wants answers. And at least you'll get to clear things up. Lucky numbers: 3,8,15,28.

Gwah @.@

I rented House of Flying Daggers for tonight. I'm a sucker for those Kung-fu movies, even the old ones, I loved Hero XD.

Maybe I should invite 'someone' over to watch a movie <.< >.> A scary movie <.< >.> "oooh! That was so scary, *scooch closer*" >____> "Oohhh! Did you see that guy! Ah! *cuddle*" >_____> [/jk]
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Monday, June 27th, 2005

Subject:Kodak easy share! =B
Time:4:37 pm.
Mood: giggly.
You can't tell, but, I'm squeeing wildy right now, so happy! I get to spend more time with John tonight X3 X3 *squeels*.....Oh my God. WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR?! O_o;;

Anyway, I was all down half an hour ago because, that someone hadn't called, I just went to the employment board and there was nothing in my area for a job. Yeah, I was bummed and I thought my luck had run out. But, then John calls and then I get offered a job at the computer store X3.

Gyah! More time with John *dances around happily* X333333

Can you tell I'm happy? XD *continues to dance around*
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Sunday, June 26th, 2005

Subject:RAAAWRWRWRW. For lack of a better title.
Time:11:20 am.
Mood: confused.
Omg. The jam was the funnest thing ever *squees*. Except, Marina didn't come, so we didn't have a vocalist, so Mistah Timmy filled in, he's so cool XD. Jordon, the funniest, funnest guy I have ever met in my life, was the bassist. John, of course, was the drummer ((X333))...And I was the only guitarist there Dx. With my goddamn accoustic that doesn't HAVE A GODDAMN PIC UP. I want an electric so bad T-T; Although...I'll never get one T___T *continues crying* Anyway...So, Mistah Timmy gave me the chords that I was unfamiliar with, so, I worked then out. I felt like such a retard...

Josh and Kimmy showed up, Josh was like, "Just think of Kyo!" While I was trying to get the chords...It progressed like this because I'm lazy:
Me: Kyo is a vocalist *glare*
Him: What about hide?
Me: Woo- hide, yeah.
Him: Yeah, the guy that hung himself *says more stuff*
Me: *strumming chords angrily while looking up at him* Josh, shut up if you don't know what the HELL your talking about.

The place went silent and my eyes started to get watery because I was frusterated with my stupid guitar and I've never been able to handle it well when people talk about hide like that. So, I took my guitar and like, walked out of the church. I felt so stupid for almost crying infront of Josh. But, Kimmy came out and I felt better and, I got the chords down and then we jammed for a bit. Then, John taught me drums! X3.

I have so much more respect for Yoshiki and Shinya and all the other drummers out there. It is so much more harder then it looks o.O; But, I kinda gave up after awhile of working on triplets and stuff, my beat is pretty okay, though. So, then I just gave up and he taught me drum rolls ((There's so many different ways o.o;; ))

So, we were all going to hang out at Boston Pizza in the next town, and John and I were going to ride in Jordon's car. So, I gave John a big hug and thanked him for teaching me drums X33 and then....X3333 =X

Jordon's driving is frickin' insane @.@ I was fearing for my life by the end of that trip, he shortened the time a good 7 minutes, I'm sure. Meanwhile, he's talking to us and turning around and blasting drop kick murphy's. John is laughing and says, "hey, we're going 130!" And that road is so turny and dear ridden.....oh my god T_T;;

When we got to Boston pizza, it was so much fun. I don't really like pizza but, the pizza was okay. Mistah Timmy blessed the food and Jordan and I started making jokes about it XDD. *looks at the pizza on her plate after she took it off the platter* "I damn you! Kazaaam zzzz!" *makes like the's throwing a lightning bolt on it and making sound affects* But, seriously, funnest "dinner" ever XD.

By the time we got back the church in our town it was about 1:30 in the morning XDD.

But, when we were at dinner, Kimmy and I got started talking about how weird their year would be without me and John just looked suprised. Aaaaand, I almost started crying again when I relized I won't be with my friends for a year... Ah, well, what can you do?

Anyway, today is a day for a workout and then some major guitar working on-ness. I WANT AN ELECTRIC T.T *will stop whining about it soon XD*
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005

Subject:THE GAME JAAAAAAAAAM
Time:12:40 am.
Mood: content.
Yeah, got back from the GAME. It was SO much fun. I was such a stealthy mafia member XD. Didn't get caught once.

Me: *sees car* *DIVE INTO BUSH* It was SO much fun.

Man, I was wrong about Ryota, he's such a nice guy ^.^. Especially when I went into the prickle bush Dx. Yeah, when we went back to Grace's place we started talking about B'z X3 <3.

John and I are starting to hang out more and more...So, he invited me to an all night jam tomorrow night ((If it happens)). And I'm going to practice my guitar until my fingers bleed to get okay at playing it for that night Dx. But, it will be fun, I wonder who all will be there, though. God, I hope I'm not the only girl.

Kimmy/Josh's mom almost made me sink into the carpet on the way home. I got home at 12:30, so, she drove me because she didn't want me walking home. And as we drove into my driveway she's like, "Hey, do you like John? Because I think he likes you..." Me: "THANKS FOR THE RIDE =D *dives out of car*" Dx. What is with people all of a sudden and doing that?!

Man, I'm so glad I went tonight, it so changed my opinions about people. Although, I was kind of scared when Ryota was so enthusiastic about the B'z poster I told him my homestay had...>_>
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Friday, June 24th, 2005

Subject:Wow. That was uncomfortable.
Time:1:46 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Haven't talked to my Twinchan in awhile, driving me crazy T.T;

Lately I've been trying to be more healthy, I try to go roller blading everday and make more healthy decisions when it comes to eating stuffs.

Yesterday, I got my soc final mark back. For my finals I got 110 out of 130. I beat the smartest kid in class >=D.
Kristin: Hey, Gray, you beat Shawn.
Me: <.< >.> *deep breath* BUUUUUURN!
Kristin: *Just stares*

I had to go to the dump a few minutes ago. I saw a deer out there with two little babies. I want to kill them D<. Something is wrong with me, I hate deer. I mean, what kind of people see 2 little baby deers and wish they had a shot gun so they could blow their heads off. Only very sick ones. =/

So, back to yesterday, after finals, I went over to Kimmy's house. Her parents are soooo super nice. And, I had dinner over there and after dinner we went to the ice cream shack and Kimmy bought me ice cream <3. Then Kimmy and I went to Minga's and we talked with the owner for a bit about tea and we had herbal tea. It was nummy X3. When we went back to Kimmy's place I was put in the most uncomfortable situation EVER =D

Josh and Kimmy are brother and sister, so Josh was over, and John lives next door so he comes over with Nessy Dx.

Me: *sitting beside John* *minding my own buisness*
Josh: Hey, you guys should go out! =B ((DURR! I'M A STUPID HOMO)) He likes you! You like him! You two should go out. You should have heard him when he heard you were coming over.

Poor John, I felt so bad, he started turning red and if looks could kill, Josh would be twitching on the floor in the throes of a death seizure.

Let's just say I got back at Josh. *cackles evily* >=D

Also, Kristin, Kailyn, Kimmy, Josh, John, Ryota, me, etc etc, will be in town playing THE GAME tonight >=D
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Tuesday, June 21st, 2005

Subject:I give up.
Time:10:26 pm.
Mood:CRAPPY =B.
Before I even get started with dating and all that crap...I'm not even going to bother. John called me to make sure I was coming, Chels bailed, Nathan bailed, and so it was just me, John, Ryan and Nessy. So, I came back from the movies and went into petrocan and I got a slush and Yas walked in........With Jen Abbot =D =D =D. God. I hate JEN SO FRICKIN MUCH. I HATE HER SO BAD >o<. I. HATE. HER. She is SO mean to me, she's the vice p's daughter so she thinks she can do whatever she wants, say whatever she wants and complains to 'daddy' when things don't go her way! Whatever =/.

Girls like Jen always get the nice guys. Girls like Jen...Always get everything.

Ugh. I feel crappy and emo now. I'm serious, my self esteem when: "NEEEREUM! EEE! EEE! *shot at* WE'RE GOIN DOWN! MAY DAY! MAY DAY! NEEEEROOOOOM! *CRASH*!"...Like that >.>

*sigh*
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Subject:...huh? It's possible?! Uh. That's a shock
Time:12:10 pm.
Mood: confused.
Uh. Josh likes me? Uhhhh. When did that happen? He told me last night, which was odd, because on Monday he was pushing me to go out with John, who was going to ask me out? I'm so...Confused? So, tonight I'm going to the movies with John and people. Wow, I'm confused XD. Anyways, John is a really nice guy, blond hair and blue eyes and he's a drummer X3. I'm so confused! So, he asked me to go at exams today, and...I'm still confused ^^;;;.

Exams were difficult. Mainly because I had a HUGE distraction sitting in the next row infront of me Dx. "And the seal hunt should not continue because---Wow, he has nice hair Dx." "The changes that happened under louis the 14th---Lookit those shoulders o.o Dx"...Ugh. XD I hate pretty Japanese boys sometimes >.<. *snort* I'm just glad Justin went back to China ((<-- Reminds me of that Quruli song! XD)) and Kai was nowhere to be seen..Thank God. I'm so easily distracted XD
Kailyn: *Talking about something and everyone is listening intently*
Me: Hey look, a dead bug! =D

*~*Later*~*
Kailyn: *talking again*
Me:
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Uh. Josh likes me? Uhhhh. When did that happen? He told me last night, which was odd, because on Monday he was pushing me to go out with John, who was going to ask me out? I'm so...Confused? So, tonight I'm going to the movies with John and people. Wow, I'm confused XD. Anyways, John is a really nice guy, blond hair and blue eyes and he's a drummer X3. I'm so confused! So, he asked me to go at exams today, and...I'm still confused ^^;;;.

Exams were difficult. Mainly because I had a HUGE distraction sitting in the next row infront of me Dx. "And the seal hunt should not continue because---Wow, he has nice hair Dx." "The changes that happened under louis the 14th---Lookit those shoulders o.o Dx"...Ugh. XD I hate pretty Japanese boys sometimes >.<. *snort* I'm just glad Justin went back to China ((<-- Reminds me of that Quruli song! XD)) and Kai was nowhere to be seen..Thank God. I'm so easily distracted XD
Kailyn: *Talking about something and everyone is listening intently*
Me: Hey look, a dead bug! =D

*~*Later*~*
Kailyn: *talking again*
Me: <_< >_> *picks up dead bug an puts it on Kailyn* Hey, Kailyn...There's a dead bug on your shoulder >_> XD

I wish I had a better attention span.
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Saturday, June 18th, 2005

Subject:I get upset over stupid things.
Time:10:29 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Yeah, I get upset over silly little things. We got our yearbooks on Friday and at the year end assembly I saw Yas. I was physically shaking as I went up to talk to him, and he went to sign my year book and....He didn't even remember my name. *sighs* God, I'm so stupid T_T. Oh well, why should I expect him to remember someone like me anyway...Seriously, I know I'm being emo and stuff but...Argh. I liked this guy so much and he doesn't even know who I am...Enough about that.

I've relized that my outlook on life has been pretty crappy. You know, live everyday like it's your last, be happy, and always try to smile. But, I'm so selfish. And there's this girl I know, putting so much of herself into everything. She gives advice to people, and she tries so hard in school.

Ah. Screw it. I should probably stop procrastinating and start cramming...I mean, 'studying' for finals that are coming up =/
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Friday, June 17th, 2005

Subject:Someone just said crack *giggles*
Time:10:01 am.
Mood: bouncy.
As you all know, I am very fond of random and often pointless updates. Well, I am sitting in the library, you know, not going to guitar class...>_>;;

I'm finally almost caught up in math, I just have to finish one of my tests at lunch that I missed *sighs with relief* I have been so busy and half stressed out over this school/finals thing.

Oh yeah, I also convinced my parents to let me go on that exchange! So, a girl is coming here next year and I will study in Japan the year after that. It scares me because I will be going to Ritsumeikan Keisho T_T. It's supposed to be a really, really, really good school and I'm a tad frightened I'm not smart enough to go there. Not to mention I will really have to change my study and homework habits...As in...Actually studying/doing homework ^_^;. I hope they have a computer, because I don't think I could go a huge period of time without talking to my friends and Twinchan T___T. As I'm finally starting to get my life planned out, I relize that I'm really going to have to start buckling down and looking toward my future. I need to make it happen. And I think that scares me a bit. Also, I relize that maybe my plans of ever meeting/going to california to visit Twinchan are going out the window. I mean, her life and my life will take us in totally different directions...I'm probably just being stupid about this anyway...
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Thursday, June 16th, 2005

Subject:*cries*
Time:5:19 pm.
Mood: stressed.
*gurgles* Hear that? It's the sound of my soul dying T_T. DYYYYING

We have 2 more days left of school and my math teacher gave us a new unit today. LIKE WTF?!

So much for my laid back, never do homework attitude. I am screwed T_T.

Yeah, today was boring. I had double guitar, so I skipped and did work in the library for the double block. Three straight hours of maaaaaath. And then I stayed after school and did maaaaath, and then I did another hour and a bit of maaaaath O_<. My sanity is breaking =D And guess what I'm going to do after dishes, dinner and socials? You guessed it! MAAAATH T_T

I have a lot more to say but, dishes and homework call. T___T
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